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kimmismiles:

This comment made me quite sad. I’m not offended in any way and this person hasn’t annoyed me, so don’t think this is me complaining about what they said, as you can see it’s not a hate comment at all. What makes me sad about it is the fact that I feel like I’m letting a lot of people down. This is what’s difficult about being a Youtuber, sometimes. Especially a vlogger. Especially for someone like me when I continually tell people to be happy and always try to send a positive message.

The last few months have been intense, I’m not going to go into detail about it …but I would never wish the way I felt upon anyone. I wasn’t happy. But that just happens in life sometimes, you get down, you feel low…but if you don’t have those moments in life, you can’t truly appreciate the beautiful ones.

I didn’t feel like myself for a very long time, I didn’t want to make videos because every time I filmed it didn’t feel like me, and if I tried to go crazy and smile, it felt very fake. A lot of people took that as me giving up on my videos or “forgetting” about you guys. That was never the case. You guys are my first priority, but I was so overwhelmed that I just…had to take time to myself. One night I actually had a full on melt down and was actually crying in the streets. That night kind of made me realise who are and aren’t my friends.

But I am feeling like myself again, it took a while but I’m back to where I was and I just hope you guys can forgive me for losing myself there for a second.

I am sorry if I let anyone down.

Just know that you guys are my everything and I won’t ever stop making videos for you. Ever :)

- Kimmi x

the comment is from this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mnRgjFk7Slg&list=UUZiweGaoX0eYO6I8d4zkf_A&index=1&feature=plcp

Hey kimmi, i dont know if you will ever read this, but im proud of you. Proud of what you have made, even though you’ve had a tough time. You’ve changed the life of many people, in a very good way. You have made them see that a simple smile can change everything. You are truely a wonderful person, i look up to you in everyway. Keep smiling kimmi, it’s not wrong for you to “change”. No matter what happens, your TRUE zombie hordes will always be there. Love, one of the many people you have helped. <3

This is me and my love. 1500 km, around 936 miles, 9-10 hour travel is between us. For 9 months we have talked on skype, we’ve met four times. First, it was a crush, second i kissed her, third it was amazing, fourth it was heaven. We both have problems and long, dark stories filled with tears, but we keep eachother going. Nothing can come between us, nothing at all. We are ment to be, she saved my life and i saved hers. Our love is amazing, and i can’t go a day without her voice. I love her with all my heart, and one day i’ll make her my wife. That’s the plan right now, all she needs to do is to stay with me. in 11 days i’ll be with her again. Untill then, her voice and seeing her smile on skype is enough.. Love you babygirl, 637 <3

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This is a bridge in Paris. You hang locks on it with the name of you & your boyfriend/girlfriend/best-friend then throw the key into the river. So even though the friend/relationship may end, you can’t remove the lock. It stays there forever, as relevance to someone once a part of your life.

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